28 years old
Back in Melbourne
Three months have passed and I’ve not written a word in here…In many ways my months back here in Australia have been uneventful and I wonder whether I have anything to transpose to paper – I’m still unemployed and haven’t “done” anything as such, and yet the last few months are very emotionally. My inner life has been all too eventful.
I’ve gone from my life in London where I felt I “had it all”, to a non-life here in Melbourne. It’s brought me face to face with myself, questioning what I’m doing, what I’m capable of doing, who I am and what I want to achieve. Indeed what is it that I want? Do I want to live here or move again? Do I have the confidence in myself to go for what I want.
I have always known my own mind. It’s never been clouded by a “significant (male) other’s” views. And yet here I am floundering.